Why am I doing this? What does it take to be able to do it? Simple and short answer, I love it.
The end, insert nude here.
No wait, I'm joking ! Well not entirely because of course I'll be nude, isn't that the whole point of my writings? 😏 (TL;DR they are mostly at the end.)
Anyway, let's be serious, here is the long answer.
It all started with an erotic contest on Bluesky, I'd say three years ago but I'm not entirely sure. Suddenly I realised that random average people were casually showing off, they had no dream bodies, huge boobs or monster cocks, they were just like me. So after hesitating for a very long time I decided to try to post for this contest too.
Unfortunately I lost my first pics so I can't show you, but here is a recreation to give you a taste of what it was. Let's say for example that the theme of the week was "light and shadow", and I would have posted something like that.
As you can see, nothing too explicit, and in my opinion unless you're super shy it's not that difficult to do. It was more about suggesting nudity than being openly exposed, and if I remember correctly full nudity was not encouraged at all.
Anyway, that's how I started posting slightly NSFW stuff, and I loved it instantly.
Because for the first time of my life my body was not an embarrassment but something I was learning to love. And something that other people liked by clicking the ❤️ icon.
Of course I didn't get a ton of likes, men posting NSFW stuff are not very popular in the first place, and among men I'm definitely not the most attractive anyway.
But that didn't matter at all, I HAD PEOPLE LIKING MY BODY.
But at the same time I grew more and more frustrated and felt I was trapped in the rigid framework of this weekly contest.
I wanted to post what I felt like posting, not what I was told to.
I wanted to know if people would still love my body in full light.
I wanted to see how far I could go. I was still far from a full frontal of course, but it was already something I envisioned.
So, what had to happen actually happened, I stopped following the rules and made my own posts. But you know what ?
Posting erotic stuff is absolutely not the same thing as being nude with your genitals exposed in front of a camera.
I don't know if you've ever tried to take pictures of yourself exposed in full light, but that's very difficult.
Why ? Because you can't hide anything, of course you can pose to try to attenuate what you see as a defect, but in the end you're nude, helplessly nude. No clothes, no shadows, no nothing.
If you've never tried, get nude in front of a mirror and imagine you're about to show everything you don't like.
EVERYTHING.
Say for example you want to bend in front of the camera, do you know what will happen unless you're super fit ?
That's it, if you have any fat on your belly you'd better be fine with it because it will show up like crazy.
And that's just a single example of what you have to deal with.
But the more I realised that, the more I wanted to do it. Of course I didn't switch to full nudes in a matter of days, not even weeks, but I still had people liking my body and I was more and more motivated.
I think you got it and I don't have to explain it any further, my motivation was fed by the attention I got, and one step after another my confidence grew until I was ready to be completely nude.
If you're envisioning doing this one day, I promise you'll never forget how it feels the first time.
When you finally think it's time to do it, when you get nude in front of your camera, when you take the same picture or video over and over until you're satisfied. And when you finally post it and wait with anxiety for the first likes / comments you'll get.
Unfortunately I don't have this post anymore but I remember absolutely everything, and it felt so great !
After that I learned how to showcase my cock, and it took me a while before being able to casually show my ass, but nowadays I can post something like this:
Or that:
This is completely casual, I'm proudly exposed, and I can even go way further. Even if being openly explicit is not what I usually do, I've no problem at all doing it.
And as I said at the beginning I love being exposed, it's actually my biggest kink.
I want to make you horny.
I want to be helplessly nude with all your gazes on me.
I LOVE IT.
And for those who absolutely want to see it, here is my ass 😏
Are you still reading ? Let me thank you then, tell me on Bluesky you saw this last paragraph and I'll reply with a nude made especially for you ASAP.